Flow to Grow

20th September 2022

I’m feeling almost over family therapy

It has been an uphill struggle

Still at its infancy and so much

more of a mountain to explore

The multi systemic process is long

Tiring, exhausting and unresolved

Going against my creative training

In ways that are not evolved

My weekends are taken by on call

Toiling over the family struggles

All this whilst growing my private practice

My creative ways muffled and stifled

I question if the struggle is worth it?

Sometimes thinking of hitting

my head with a brick

How will go I back to finish it?

Then a deep voice spoke softly in my ear

Told me exactly what I needed to hear

Just because you have one bad day

Are you just going to put it in the rear?

The voice told me to take it day by day

Step by step, stride by stride

“I will support you till the ends of time”

“Even when times get hard, I will be near”

I woke up next day still feeling fragile

Started my clockwork morning flow

Relaxing into opportunities does not

mean quitting the chance to grow