20th September 2022
I’m feeling almost over family therapy
It has been an uphill struggle
Still at its infancy and so much
more of a mountain to explore
The multi systemic process is long
Tiring, exhausting and unresolved
Going against my creative training
In ways that are not evolved
My weekends are taken by on call
Toiling over the family struggles
All this whilst growing my private practice
My creative ways muffled and stifled
I question if the struggle is worth it?
Sometimes thinking of hitting
my head with a brick
How will go I back to finish it?
Then a deep voice spoke softly in my ear
Told me exactly what I needed to hear
Just because you have one bad day
Are you just going to put it in the rear?
The voice told me to take it day by day
Step by step, stride by stride
“I will support you till the ends of time”
“Even when times get hard, I will be near”
I woke up next day still feeling fragile
Started my clockwork morning flow
Relaxing into opportunities does not
mean quitting the chance to grow