05.05.2020
I am sitting with that uncomfortable feeling,
All that meaning
that I placed upon what people said
Could it possibly be something that I came up with
In my head
I am an inherently social being,
aiming to please, affirmation seeking.
Why does it hurt so much,
when my feelings are not met?
Lying in bed
Shutting out the world instead
In a world and virtual space full of people,
It hurts to interact deeply
Yet I yearn for a community to express myself freely.
If we move beyond the discomfort,
Could we get authenticity?
Until then, I sit with my discomfort,
Alone.
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