11th November 2022
The more connected to myself
I notice that the weather always turns out
In my favour, despite the chance of rain
In the moments where I really need it
The sun always shines and the clouds part
Living in an outcomes driven society
It is hard to let go of expectation, striving,
Growth and KPIs
Perfectionism is the name of the game
Without the aim to let go of shame
Anxiety is rampant, never good enough
The harder I try, stronger disappointed
We have lost our ability to flow and create
To be inspired and be curious
Is it possible that in reaching,
we are deceiving ourselves
and short changing ourselves from our ultimate destiny
One we could not imagine for it to really be
I am interested in it appearing
Not calculated and not constructed
By sticking true to the course
May my future be painted in front of me
Something new, something fresh
May I trust my course, like the weather
That the universe will unravel
Protect, nurture, provide and sustain me
For the days of my life so that I may water all the beautiful flowers around me with my nutrients and energy